2 weeks ago, I had another scan following the end of treatment to evaluate the tumor. I am happy to report that there has been no progress, in fact, the doctor said that when comparing this last image with the very first images she can see an improvement. I’m feeling better than ever. I feel like I’m finally getting back to normal and excited to be done with treatments after a year and a half of chemotherapy following radiation and weekly lab works. The doctor said that she will continue to monitor the brain tumor with scans every 3 to 4 months as there is no other treatment available at this time.
I continue to believe God is working on my physical healing as he has already healed me emotionally and spiritually. I’m in His hands!
For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. Jeremiah 29:11
I recently had a doctor’s appointment following some scans to determine the status of the tumor and the results show that the tumor is stable, it hasn’t changed. I was experiencing some dizziness and neck pain but after further evaluation and a neck MRI it was determined that is not related to the tumor.
The doctor asked me if I wanted to continue with the Chemotherapy treatment and I quickly responded yes as I only have 2 cycles left, but after giving it a second thought I decided to only do 1 more cycle and start the New Year drug free.
Yesterday I finished my last Chemotherapy cycle EVER!!!!
I’m grateful for science for doing its part but I now leave my healing completely in God’s hands. I’ve been transformed and made new and I believe He is the greatest physician and the ultimate healer.
I will continue with the MRI check-up every 2 months and my next one is on February 9th.
Thank you everyone for all your prayers and I hope you all have a Merry Christmas and Happy New year!
This past Friday I had a doctor appointment and a MRI scan to evaluate the tumor. Thankfully, the first results show that the tumor remains stable. The doctor compared all the MRI's I've had done and she feels the chemotherapy is working and wants to extended treatment for another 6 cycles for a total of 18 cycles. She said since my body is tolerating the treatment we should continue. I haven't had any major issues except that I get really tired during those days and it's hard to get out of bed.
She also extended the time between check-ups and now instead of every 2 months it's going to be every 3 months.
I greatly appreciate all your prayers as I continue to wait for my complete healing.
A year ago today, I found out I had brain cancer. So many things have happened since then. My life has been shaken up and my faith has been tested numerous times. I have to admit, most of my life, I was living in a different reality. I have learned so many things about myself and about others that have transformed my life completely, I will never be the same person I was a year ago, especially after being told I have a “terminal disease and an unknown prognosis.” My first reaction was “I got this” and acted that way for a while until I was told otherwise and found myself alone in this battle as a result of my own actions. From that moment on, I began to see things differently, I was invaded by this feeling of sadness and despair and many times I thought about giving up. During this time, I lost a few people who I thought would always be there for me (unconditionally) but I was wrong. We are all humans and many times we let our thoughts become feelings and we let those feelings control our actions before even giving those thoughts a fair trial. I have to admit, I didn’t understand this until just recently and I still catch myself sometimes reacting instead of thinking first, so I’m no one to judge. I had to die inside in order to be born again which has given me a new perspective in life that I would not trade for anything in this world. Same way I lost people I was also able to meet new wonderful people and reconnect with others, and as my faith was being tested I found the support I needed in the one and only that had always been there for me unconditionally but I had carelessly ignored…God.
Today, I celebrate being given the opportunity of a new life. I celebrate a year of the tumor not growing and I celebrate the internal healing that was very much needed. I learned that we are all “terminal” because we are all going to die one day and that everyone’s prognosis is “unknown” because we never know when is going to happen. I still have a long way to go but I’ve decided to cast my care and enjoy the journey!